HELLO.
:D haha.

is it easier to love, or to be loved?
i think it is easier to love,
i don't know.
but what i do know, is that God loves us all, with a Love beyond all Love. (:

anyway,
i'm beginning to be able to study in places outside of my home, which is like mainly church.
i reckon that's a good thing, yes? anyway, i've not felt the stress of the o's, but i'm definitely going to start studying. sometimes, it really is quite hard, you know, with all the homework which is never ending, i think homework should be illegal, like you should be fined for doing any homework, yes? (: yes.
haha.
oh, and i won't be online for quite sometime. so don't be alarmed! :D
right, so anyway, gramps has moved to my uncle's, and i've got my room again, but i kinda miss him, ): i'm guilty of the "you don't treasure things till they're gone", not "gone" in this case, but i guess, just not having him in my room and house takes some time to get used to.
anyway, let us start with the right foot this term, and not the left foot. O's is really drawing nearer and nearer by the second, even though you don't feel the pinch or whatever, it's really time to start studying. I am going to start studying, mainly cause i want to, and i feel compelled to. I really should treasure this blessing of education that God has given to me, cause there are millions of children out there who are not blessed with such.

i have a new "motto" like thingy:

live life contented, and according to His will.

yes.
that's all for this post.

ciao*
sandra out-
God bless.


stay in school. :D

abie gave me the "The Stand" sooooong.
:D THANKS TRUCKLOADS FULL OF HAPPY-FLAVOURED-CANDY!
:D




HELLO.
:D

You stood before creation
Eternity within Your hand
You spoke the earth into motion
My soul now to stand

You stood before my failure
Carried the Cross for my shame
My sin weighed upon Your shoulders
My soul now to stand

So what can I say
What can I do
But offer this heart O God
Completely to You

So I'll walk upon salvation
Your Spirit alive in me
This life to declare Your promise
My soul now to stand

So what can I say
What can I do
But offer this heart O God
Completely to You

So I’ll stand
With arms high and heart abandoned
In awe of the One who gave it all

So I’ll stand
My soul Lord to You surrendered
All I am is Yours


I started this post with a b-e-autiful song, (:
The first time I heard this song was at the Hillsong concert, and i think that this is a really powerful song, i don't know how to explain this, but yes, i think it is.
(: and yesterday, the song played again during the video during singspiration.
woo-hoo.
God is so awesome beyond words. :D

O's are drawing real near, please get mugging, i'll try too.
and all the best for those taking the O's mother tongue oral! (:
leave it all to God! :D
I'm sure you can do it! :D
will be praying for you guys! :D

let's see now,
chee's coming back in less than thirty six hours,(:
and unclechaihwa is leaving for japan next year, but that's really fast. ):
sandra'll definitely miss uch!


tahtah*
sandra out-
God bless.

our brother, Comforting Collin, that day.

er, there's a bit of error in the english, ):

but anyway, don't worry, cause God is with us.

:D


i had a great time after the oral, cause we all knew we were not alone. (:
CHEESE. (:

the park, pretty yes?




HELLO.
:D haha.

twenty something, that's the number of lefts in the rights of the left-iest right.
(:
that doesn't make sense,
it's not suppose to. (:
HAHAHA.

CHEE'S coming back in FIVE days. (:
chinese o's orals' coming in TWENTY TWO hours. ?)

sandra don't know how she's feeling today.
a bit of everything i guess!
but i'm feeling blessed, beyond blessed too!(:

OH, and i like didn't being my pencil case today okay,
that's like totally primary school-ish.
:D hahaha. thanks for lending me your stationery today, radora! (:

zai jian*
sandra out.
God bless.
:D

i'm kinda stuck on christian songs,
i can study with headphones on, with those songs playing,
not exactly study, but more like do homework.
yes, but i'm trying not to get into the habit. (:




HELLO.
:)

woke up today with this feeling
better things are coming my way

yes, sandra woke up with the song lyrics in her sleepy head. (!

this morning,
sandra's going to talk, talk.

right, so i was thinking:

that if, i change my speech a little, it would make the world a better place.
let me explain myself:
right,
that if, i changed all the "shit" and the "walao(s)" to "aww man" or "cheese",
that if, i changed all the "you suck"s to "wow, you're special",
that if, i changed all the "so sickening"s to "this is interesting"
that if, i changed all the stuff said that will turn people down, even if i'm kidding.
to something that will build them up ( i heard this from someone once)
that if, i just not talk when i'm about to say something that i think God won't like.

won't you agree, that the world, would be a better place?

sandra will try to change.
(:

anyway,
cg retreat yesterday was awesome!
(:
thanks kindness one!
): but we missed juntian and melody.
come back soon yeah?

toodles*
sandra out-
God bless.

i'm totally in the studying thingy today.
i have gotten myself ready.
i'm clad in boxers and the faiththreeone class tee.
didn't comb my hair last night, on purpose.
then, i won't be going anyway but my study desk.
(:
ahhahahhaha.




HELLO.

i regret.
):
but we shouldn't live life with regrets,
we should learn from our mistakes, don't do it again,
and move on.
Amen.

wow, i can't believe that just came from sandra.
cheese, i'm losing my lame-ness.

God, please forgive me.

chillichacha*
sandra out-
God bless.




HELLO.

it's all part of God's plan, yes?
Amen!
:D
that felt much better.
it's really time to mug now, not whether i have a choice or not.

ciao*
sandra out-
God bless.
:D




HELLO.
:(
sandra's really sad.
because, her friends are sad,
and because uch is leaving soon.
:(

sandra out*
God bless.

praying real hard.




HELLO.

please, world, check out the sky,
as of 11.19am.
it's just so b-e-autiful.
i'm reminded of how great our God truly is.it's so pretty, sandra's so overwhelmed by it.
thank you Lord.
i love the sky.
can i just keep it in my pocket, and let it remain there forever?
i'll promise to share it.

tahtahrahtah*
sandra out*
God bless.












HELLO.

if sandra could make the entire world pleased.
):
let's all cut down on meat please?
do your part for the world man.
it's dying.
and vegetables are the tastiest stuff in the world,
cause honey stars are the tastiest stars in the universe.
really, vegetables are awesome, because :
1) they're green.
2) it's humane.
3) they're absolutely delish!
:D

my mom is the best cook in the whole entire universe wide.
:D

chanchanchanddee*
sandra out-
God bless.

i'm Praying.




HELLO.
i'm mugging today, please tell me you're mugging too, so i don't feel so lonely.
): i can't go for taoni's and val's wedding. ):
sorry!
and i read some stuff, that i feel quite lousy about. ): i guess, sometimes, it's really best to live in your own little box, thinking the way you want to think, cause the truth does hurt at times. ): oh well, God bless Sandra.
i'm alright, just a little sad, i guess.
right, so back to the post,
have fun in laos, boonie!
:D i'll be praying for you!
and uncle chaihwa will be leaving soon, ): i'll miss him like so much, ):
thanks for everything, honestly, everything, uncle chaihwa. God blessed me so abundantly knowing you. it's all part of God's plan! i'll be praying for you. sandra loves unclechaihwa! :D

tahtahratah*
sandra out-
God bless.




HELLO.
:D haha,
i'm back from UMAD 6!
woo-hoo. i really had an awesome time, and i'm sure everyone did as well.
Sandra really wants to thank God for:
(not according to priorities)
1) Our Awesome God!

2) Ambassadors! (not according to priorities)
-Anna
-Gary
-Hsin Ching
-Jeredy
-Joey
-Junjie
-Kiawei
-Li Shan
-Pohling
-Tong Seng
-Yuan
-special thanks to Yuan, Jeredy for being so helpful!
3) The Committee!
-they planned it all soo well!
4)Uncle Chaihwa!
-our zookeeper.
4)EVERYONE.

sorry if i missed out anyone or anything.
:D

i'm so blessed.
we all are.

toodles*
Sandra out-
God bless!


it's time to mug more than mug can ever get muggy-er.




HELLO.
:D

haha.


i just invested in the best set of markers, erm, i think they're for kids (it states there, not suitable for children under the age of 36 months) haha. the colours are like so pretty, and the casing for the markers really tallies the colour of the ink. i really really like my colour pencils too, i didn't get them today, but i like them alot too. (: haha. if i had the benjamins, i'd get all the kids in the world a set of those markers and colour pencils and caran d’ache crayons. in my opinion, kids should grow up drawing, it's like a staple food for kids. (: my dad and my sister are amazing at art and craft. (:


i wonder what it's like not growing up, you know, like staying eight for as long as you want, still playing barbie dolls and not having to care about what you wear. it's actually quite nice. haha. and people will smile at you for no apparent reason, picking you up, and squeezing your cheeks. haha. that's fun.


anyway, i'm thinking of getting a new school bag, i like that nike bag, but i feel bad getting it. and besides, there's nothing wrong with my current one, i think. (: i like it, my brother got it for me, and my mom paid for it. (: haha.


i like really really really have to lose weight, before the end of june, before chee gets back. ): eeeeeeee.

lelalooooooooooo*
sandra out.
God bless.




HELLO.
:D haha.

thanks for the kip camp, and thanks to everyone who helped me.
:D i'm really really grateful, seriously.
haha.
umad's coming! :D

AND, this is for anyone out there who is in need of someone to panic with:
i haven't started studying, nor have i started on my holiday homework.
okay, actually i started on the holiday homework, but it isn't really counted, firstly cause i only did two pages and one question on the math homework, and secondly, cause i did it before the school holidays began.
SO, technically, i haven't started.
D: i need a screwdriver.

actually i'm alright with studying and everything, but i just really really don't enjoy it when my parents are unhappy, like over my completely trashy mid year results, and my going out too much. honestly, i know about my current situation, and i'll really work hard, after this week, honest. God, please help me. Amen.

and lately, i've been pms-sing alot alright, i guess it does happen once in a while right? i mean, i get all depressed suddenly, it's kinda depressing, there's something wrong with me, my happy switch is faulty or something. NAH, i know what it is: mood swings,
uhhhhhhh, that's it, i've been getting alot of that lately,
maybe it's time i started sleeping early,
and start studying,
and quit using the computer so much.
cheese, seriously.


Hejdå*
sandra out.
God bless.

seventeen months, now thats, a record.
:)